I’m not sure why I kept this anon, but oh well. I don’t think you’re forever alone. Everyone goes through good and bad times in relationships and being single. I think you’re young and free for now and even though finding someone might seem really important at the moment, it’ll happen at the perfect time. I’m in the same boat where I feel ready to have a long term thing, but I haven’t found that person yet. So I say just live life and be happy with your friends and all that you do, cause you are a pretty cool guy. Also, having close cuddle buddies (not just for cuddling/hooking up, but having someone to talk to and have adventures with) may seem wrong or weird to some people, but I think those are the most unique kind of friendships/relationships and may help sustain the need to be close to someone for a while.
I agree with you, I was just doing a little late night venting. You’re sweet though so you should let me know who you are!
but she doesn’t seem to be anywhere in sight. Sometimes someone new comes along and I think it could be her but of course I’m wrong. I’m starting to think that finding someone perfect for me is a myth. I might have a better shot at finding a unicorn.